Wednesday, July 28, 2010

rewards

I finished my rough draft of "Dumpling Days" late at night on Friday (really, Saturday morning) and I was euphoric. The first draft is always the hardest for me. The next step, revising, is comparably quite fun. Even though revision usually takes longer, it's that initial output that is torturous for me. I always hit a point where I yield to poor quality, over-sentimentality and any other writing sin you can think of just so I can "get the thing out!" (I depend on the revision process to get things in readable condition.)

So, finishing my rough draft (emphasis on "rough") was a big accomplishment for me. I was absolutely thrilled when I wrote "The End" and the first thing I did afterwards was to go online and buy some bedsheets.

But not just any bedsheets.

I bought these sheets that had surprised me in a catalog a couple days earlier. When I saw these sweet, cherry-patterned sheets on clearance I almost jumped (okay maybe I did jump, just a little hop).



Because in one of my old sketchbooks (I have a lot of them!), dated 1999:


was a ripped catalog page with almost the exact same sheets:


I had coveted cherry-patterned sheets over 10 years ago but was too poor purchase them. In 1999, with my extremely modest first book income (as well as part-time bookstore clerk wages) the luxury of matching sheets (no matter how pretty) was a frivolous expense. Rent and ramen noodles was all I could afford then, so the 2nd best thing was to clip the catalog pages and keep them as a little dream.

That I made come true 10 years later! A nice little personal reward, don't you think?

6 comments:

jama said...

Hooray for finishing first drafts -- yes, they are the MOST torturous part of writing for me, too!

LOVE your new sheets -- you totally deserve them :). Life is just a bed of cherries.

Ms. Gall said...

What magazine is this? I want to find myself a copy & rip the page out! :)

yamster said...

Hurray! I, too, have coveted those sheets (Garnet Hill, right?), but alas, I have no good excuse to reward myself...

anne said...

this is a great posting, showing success in the best way: long ago dreams that ended up coming true some years down the road, but all the more appreciated for the wait :)

tricia said...

You clairvoyantly described my own writing process. Except I never ever stay up late!

Grace Lin said...

Thanks, everyone! I love the cherry sheets--they ARE from Garnet Hill. They are on clearance and disappearing quickly. I had to grab them fast or else I might have had to wait another 10 years...